turns out I've been losing Mary for quite some
time, she's just been bullshitting to me and
looking for a way out behind my back, cause
the second I broke up with her she started
going out with this guy who was her "friend"
for about a month.  She's a sneaky ungreatful 
person.

And I'm sure that Mary has been bragging
about her new boyfriend to everyone, and
saying that I blew my chance...  she is the
one who blew it in my eyes...  she couldn't
handle responsibility, which unfortunately in
this day and time, and at this point in my
life, is required.  I tried to give her
responsibility -- in fact, it was that or
break up in late April!... and she chose
responsibility, and couldn't handle it.  This
new guy is just another time extension to her
irresponsibility rollercoaster ride.

She started not to like me when
I forced her to show some responsibility.

She is too immature to have a responsible 
adult relationship with someone... otherwise 
we would never have had any problems

Time is all I have to give her....   
love wasn't enough...

I think Mary started becoming disinterested
when she realized that her body wasn't worth
as much as responsibility to me...  despite
sex, I still made her clean the house and do
chores since she wasn't paying rent... and I
made her pay her phone bills etc...

She ALWAYS was bitching about how I didn't
appreciate her...  of COURSE I did!!!  Now
where is your rent money?! :-)

In the real world, Mary does not want to
exist... and that is where I've been.. and she
tried it... and she didn't like it..   OH I'M
SURE no offense to Brian... that would explain
why she still talks to me...  

The relationship was getting soooo stressful for 
me and that's when I became strict, and told her 
she had to pay me X amount of dollars each month 
to cover her expenses, and make up for the rent 
for the last 6 months... and she agreed.  

I'm pissed, yet releaved... I don't feel so bad 
about finding someone new now.  She is giving me 
every reason to see through her, and detach 
myself from her now.

She is a cheater.  She has been seeing this guy 
since before we broke up.  Cheating is not 
tolerated.  People who cheat do not care about 
anyone else besides themselves.

This explains why she immediately, at least from 
my point of view, "jumped" into this new 
relationship.  Bullshit.  She's been planning it.

How could I have been so stupid.