Mary came into work to question me about lunch.
I made her read this stuff I've been writing, because it was
driving me insane knowing that she hasn't known what I have been feeling.

After reading it, she reassured me that she never cheated on me, and
that we will be back together some day... some day when she get's
her life straightened out.

One thing I will never understand is why she couldn't do it with me with her.
I do not understand...

...why she had to find someone else.....   or why she couldn't stay
single and fix things....

I don't know why she has to hurt me like this.
I am sure he is loving, and caring towards her...
but he will become like everyone else...
he will have sex with her...  God, why does that bother me so much.
I'll tell you why..
because she is still mine.  I am still hers.  In my mind, she belongs to
me.  In my mind, I belong to her.

GOD DAMMIT WHY CAN'T WE THINK ALIKE................