LATEST NEWS UPDATED WED 09/02/98 21:21:21 MDT...
This is For Steve ... and Mary,
My friend dies...
Friend from Marist, Chris Cybulski, died last week from complications
of Hotchkins (Hodgekins) Disease, a cancer that fucks up your lymph nodes
or something. For the last year and a half Chris was going through
excruciating chemo-therapy and other treatments to try and stop the
cancer from spreading. And, for awhile, he was doing really well. But,
as you know life sucks, and shit happens. The cancer spread to his
lungs, which ultimately did him in... I'll miss you Chris, thanks for
being a friend to me, in this world you can never have enough... you
can and will never be replaced. I hope in the world you're in now you're
Sorry I haven't been updating this page. I guess that is a good
Well anyway, here's the scoop:
- I got my own apartment, have to pay lots of bills like rent,
electricity, phone, as well as the usual car insurance, credit cards,
student loan, and I still owe Matt and my mom lots of money. So, as you can
see, I've been VERY busy working. Not that that's bad, I like my job a lot.
It's not work to me. I suppose that's what pisses Matt's dad off the most...
but if i was like work, I would be miserable and my job performance would
show it. I think I've been doing a good job up to this point.
- I still do not have a girlfriend, but that is not a priority. About a month
ago I had the chance, and enjoyed myself for the time, but it was not been
helping me with other obligations, and as far as mentally - way too taxing.
I don't need to be depressed, it doesn't help when you're on a quest to
build your self-confidence, self-esteem, and self-worth ya know?
- I got Pibb! Drove to Fort Collins, Colorado and back in 6 hours. With me
I touted 15 12-packs of Mr Pibb, 4 Josta, 2 Atlanta Surge, 1 Storm (new
Pepsi Surge competition), and 2 A&W Root Beers (you can't buy that here!).
- I haven't gotten a hair cut yet! Mom hates it, but she can't see it
so what do I care. I have not heard any complaints about my hair being long,
and then again, it's only the top bangs part that is long. If I put it
up in the back you can't tell. I could use a trim, but I have to wait.
- New York trip pre-planning. I have to go back and get some more stuff,
and help mom and dad move whenever that is... but I have vowed not to go
back until I am a different, better person. I am on the path, but not
at the destination yet. If anyone knows the way and wants to help me
along, please do so!
- I DJd! I played music for a bunch of 17 year olds at a small-town
highschool's prom. And let me tell you those girls were quite attractive...
but anyway!... I played music for about an hour (in 15 min intervals) while
Matt's band Wanted was taking
breaks between sets.
Am I missing anything? Did I mention girls... girls girls girls. Such a
simple yet taboo subject for me! Why!?!? I see so many girls and never
say anything. Am I shy or paranoid?
It sucks, but apparently something wasn't right last night at the
Loft Lounge in Scottsbluff as BlueZ played to an ever dispersing crowd of
people. It just wasn't their night I guess. I thought they did okay, but
I guess okay isn't good enough. Their apearance on February 20th was
a huge success, one that I had the fortune of attending. It was really
cool! If you'd like a CD of that performance, contact me at
to hear some of the songs for free in mp3 file format FTP to
Blue Z is really cool, no matter what you think! You can visit their web
page at http://www.meiz.com.
Well, I got here okay, and eveyrthing is fine so far. My parents
found out, I told my mother. She was cool about it...
The Countdown has reached zero...
It's time. I'm off to Nebraska in search of what I was in search of...
wish me luck! :-)
Happy New Year!
Well, I got to see my friends which was really cool. I didn't see the ball
drop or drink or do anything traditional... I just spent time with my friends.
It's what life's all about :-)
Get me the hell out of here!!